Hurts

Okay this is bad

I think I'm falling..

Yes of course, for you

'til this days on

Still.. I can't understand something

Ironic, this word suits us the best

When we both in it

But the reality is bigger than us

Hard to believe yet hard to face

Now, I'm still trying to learn

That to love is not to own

This isn't that easy

One thing I've know, love hurts..so bad

the stranger =___=

today is our (the 10th grader studs of SDH) first day of school after a quiet-long-holiday. this first day is also our first day on our own track, both science and social. but for me, today is my first day on the science track. i feel amazed, awkward, and also feel that i'm still a stranger in my new class. bayangin aja, gw anak X1 (kls sebelum X ipa 3 yang sekarang ini gw tempatin) sendiri, bener2 anak limited edition banget gw. dan karena itu, gw merasakan rasa yang agak2 tidak enak, yaitu merasa gw adalah the stranger. yah moga2 aja lama2 gw ga ngerasain itu lagi. temen gw di kelas yg deket cuma grace. ya hari ini gw jalan juga ama vania n irene. walaupun di kelas fine2 aja, tapi gw jadi kangen ama X1 (miss you guys esp. the girls, the crowd, and my HT) trus gw juga ngerasa hari ini gw ga kea gw yang biasanya *i can't explain it* thanks buat temen2 gw yg laen, mereka yg ngedengerin cerita gw tentang hari ini, atau yang ngerasain hal yg sama kea gw, dan yg sudah bilang "hey everything's going to be alright la" or something else, thanks yah :) i feel better cause of it. lol. yah moga2 aja lama2 gw bisa beradaptasi dengan kelas baru yang gw yakin pasti anakny sebenerny bae2 cuma masi malu2 aja kali ya. dan sedikit berharap juga semester 2 bisa cpt selese ahahahah. btw, hari pertama gw uda dapet 2 pr, GREAT! pertama pr chemistry, trus kedua pr math. oh man~

X ipa 3

yak beginilah nasib anak DH, a.k.a Dian Harapan. di sekolah gw, ya emang lain daripada yang lain gitu. kita udah penjurusan padahal masi kelas 10. dan di semester baru ini, tepatnya yang akan dimulai pada hari SENIN, 11 JANUARI 2010 gw akan menjadi penghuni kelas yang baru yaitu X ipa 3 dengan HT sir agus dan sir paul. ya kesan pertama gw, kaget aja masuk ni kelas trus takut juga, soalnya banyak yang belom kenal. yang kenal banget pun cuma grace, pam2, iren, vania, cea, din2, sisanya ya cuma tau2 atau bahkan ga pernah tau. yah moga moga aja ni kelas lumayan seru deh, ga separah yang mungkin sekarang gw bayangin, anak2 yang pendiem bagai mulut terisolasi rapat2 atau bahkan ada juga anak yang terlalu bawel sampe2 bisa bikin orang berbusa kupingnya gara2 dengerin celotehan dia. haha. just kidding. ya ni kelas cuma jalan 1 semester sih, take it easy lah ya. *moga2 seru amiiinn*

My Grown Up Christmas List

Do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
With childhood fantasies

Well, I'm all grown up now
And still need help somehow
I'm not a child
But my heart still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal the heart
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end oh,
This is my grown up Christmas list

As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something shiny
Wrapped beneath the tree

But heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
Oh, This is my grown up christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, oh
This is my grown up christmas list
This is my only life long wish
This is my grown up christmas list

*i'm falling in love with this song hahay <3*

*ganteng banget ni lagu*

-my grown up christmas list (kelly clarkson)-